I don’t even need you to be mine. With you in mind, I subconsciously want to become a better me. And for that, I thank you.
Lol dad, it’s not that I don’t look happy or not have enough sleep. I am not happy and don’t have enough sleep.
I am fucking miserable.
At times I just want to curl up in a ball and lay there on my side hugging my knees. I can’t stand these random and unknown anxiety attacks anymore. I’m trying my best to fight against them but they’re winning and taking over.